Spinning on a merry-go-round of delusions

"We Are The Ordinary" by Over It

You might not build it overnight
But you can surely try to tie the stitch And thread it tight.
Find something essential and Don’t bother with all the details.
If you look too hard its hard to find.
Cause it’s the ordinary that makes you extraordinary.
The light we all see.The best in everything.
Its unpredictable, those countless little things.
Like the familiar face you never did expect to see.
Some things are always meant to be, we just
Choose what we choose to see.
You’ve got to choose to live that way.
Face each day like its your last, and you will never need a second chance.
But when you’re laughing with your friends, Don’t you dare forget the moment never lasts.Ordinary, ordinary….It’s the ordinary that makes you extraordinary
The light we all see.The best in everything.
Don’t feel ordinary, we’re all extraordinary.The light we all see.
The best in everything. Face each day like its your last,
And you will never need a second chance.

When i 1st caught "The jacket" it reminded me of what my friend suggested about life. I still remembered how refreshing the idea was especially when there were so many cliche versions to explaning existence in the context of science, religion, what have you. He said our so-called present life is actually a reflection of the past and we are all re-living our memories; when in actual fact, we no longer exist as who we think we are now. This suggestion provides many compelling reasons as to why certain things happen. Our physical world is just a recollection of our past lives. Like a hologram. There will be certain grey areas that information doesnt store well and such loopholes appear to us in the form of unexplainable phenomena or objects. Such instances include supernatural sightings, deja vu, etc. Is life really a sensation of re-experiencing our past memories?

Am i so bored till i can only think of such ridiculous matters? Am i experiencing pre-mature quarter-life crisis? What does frequent occurrences of moodiness and depression indicate? Satisfaction and happiness can only alleviate the situtation. I wonder what it is like living someone else's life. Perhaps looking at life differently, taking a different approach and attending to matters with a totally different perpective might help a little. Im really envious of how some people are always so strong, remaining positive regardless of the circumstances they are in. I do not know if character and personality actually plays a part in moulding the way we view matters. I wish i could be stronger mentally. Be a risk taker and advance towards attaining happiness regardless of the obstacles that lay ahead.

My main hobby right now is to escape from all troublesome affairs and just douse out the incinerating frustration that builds up within me as days passed. Fade out. Lost out at sea. To drift beyond oblivion. To embrace life as it is. One with no troubled thoughts and frustrations. Where the sun rises to chase away the dews of sorrow and sets to invite the cooling night breeze that soothes my soul. A hopeless cynic with a hopeful dream.